Just a Quick Little Update

It’s been a while since I last wrote something on here but a lot has been changing. I guess I just need to make this a habit and remember to write more often. Anyway, so since I last moved I have moved back to Fresno, started a new job, got into a relationship and have been making small changes in my life that have made a HUGE impact. I am SO much happier and things are really falling back into place. Actually, things are A LOT better than I even imagined they could be. Here’s why…

I am back in Fresno and living with my friend, Melissa. I thought I was going to have to go through the long, not so fun process of having to look for a place to live. The thought of having to maybe move in with someone completely new who I didn’t know wasn’t too exciting. Luckily, Melissa’s roommate will be moving out and so things worked out perfectly. It’s close to institute which is good since I registered for all THREE Summer classes. Go Me! Haha I am looking forward to them.

My new job is great. I work 10am – 6pm, which is awesome! I think it may even be better than my last job. He really knows why He works things out the way He does and good things really do fall apart so better things fall together. Because I don’t have to be at work at 8:00am, I can take the evening AND an 8:00am institute class in the fall. I am very excited about that as well. I am excited to learn new things at my new job and everyone here has been nice.

So this boyfriend of mine… he is all that I could’ve asked for and a whole lot more. That is all I will say about that. Well, at least for now.

Oh yeah, DONT text and drive!!

On my way back home, I was texting Alex while driving (yeah, I know... NOT a good idea! EVER!) but anway, I wasn't paying much attention to the road and of course didnt notice the COP driving right next to me!! As I looked up, he flashed his super bright light at me and I seriously thought he was going to pull me over! but luckily, he just flashed his light and drove away after I threw my phone in my purse. I never have such luck with cops. They ALWAYS pull me over for the dumbest things and I always (and I mean ALWAYS!!!!) end up with a ticket. I didnt get a ticket this time but I did get a good scare. I'm sure I wont be doing much texting while driving now. Or at least I'll be paying more attention to the road while I do. ha!!

Happy Sunday to Everyone!

I had an AMAZING day today!! Actually, I think "amazing" might even be an understatement. Anyway, I had a nice little drive to Fresno this morning... got lost for a bit... but no worries, I found my way. I went to the Valentine ward with Alex. I have never driven there from the 99... so it was interesting to find there is NO exit on Bullard like I thought there was and taking Polk to Bullard wasn't much help either. After my little detour, I made it to church! I was only at the Valentine ward for sacrament since I also wanted to visit the 3rd ward (they are much cooler but ssshhh... you didn't hear that from me!) I'm JUST KIDDING! I'm glad I went to the 3rd ward though. I enjoyed a great lesson by Armando (his first lesson ever!!!) during sunday school and Relief Society is always fun. After church, I met with my awesome home teacher, Mike and then I had a meeting with Bishop about some goals I've set for myself. I want to be able to go to the temple, so I have made it a goal to prepare for that and be worthy to get a temple recommend. I also CANNOT remember the last time I took Sacrament and if I can't remember, its been TOO long! These two are my main goals right now and I am determined to reach them. SO anyway, after church and my meetings I met with Alex again and went to his parent's restaurant where he made me lunch. Well, I kinda made him 'cause I refused to cook! Actually, I refuse to do a lot of things. Why does he put up with me? I don't know, but I'm glad he does 'cause I enjoy hanging out with him. We went to Woodward Park to read scriptures for a little bit afterwards. I didn't want to read... so he read and I listened. Well, I refused to read... he tried making me read but, of course, he failed! He also tried making me talk to a random guy about the church and give him a card. I was too scared to do it, so he did. Maybe next time I will. I am home and sleepy now, so this is it. There was a lot more I wanted to write about but cannot think of it at the moment. I am too tired from all the fabulous fun I had today. Good night world!

This Is My Prayer

I pray for faith. An stronger testimony, one that cannot be shaken. Acceptance and patience (A LOT of patience) so that I may accept that which He know is best for me and that it will come when He knows I am prepared for it. Selflessness. Humility. Charity. Love for everyone. My family to accept the Gospel. Knowledge. And to be able to become the woman I should be and leave the stupid, immature girl I've been behind. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

The Lord's Pattern for Making Decisions

"The pattern of the Lord is for His children to make decisions based upon eternal truth. This requires that your life continue to be centered in the commandments of God. Thus, decisions are made in accordance with unchanging truths, aided by prayer and the guidance of the Holy Ghost. In addition to your own strength and capacity, you will enjoy divine inspiration and power when needed. Your actions will be predictable and will bless the lives of all in the circle of your influence. You will have a meaningful life of purpose, peace, and happiness."There is no guarantee that life will be easy for anyone. We grow and learn more rapidly by facing and overcoming challenges. You are here to prove yourself, to develop, and to overcome. There will be constant challenges that cause you to think, to make proper judgments, and to act righteously. You will grow from them. However, there are some challenges you never need to encounter. They are those associated with serious transgression. As you continue to avoid such mistakes, your life will be simpler and happier."

Richard G. Scott, "Living Right," Ensign, Jan. 2007, 13

Yay for Interviews!

I have TWO interviews tomorrow! YAY! :) One is for a receptionist position with Quality Paint and Body, Inc. in Visalia and the other with Primerica Financial Services, also in Visalia. I am SO excited!! So, I went to Quality today to leave a resume after I saw the ad in the paper. I wasn't too sure about it at first when I googled the address and found it was a body paint and body shop, I thought it was going to be some random shop or something. Anyway, to my surprise it was very nice. The second one I am not too sure about. I went to the Tulare County Job Fair on Wednesday and that's where I met the representative for Primerica. He called me and said he was very impressed by me and really wanted to meet with me. I guess that's a good thing, but I am not entirely sure what the position is all about. He did say there was some sales involved. I guess I will find out tomorrow. Maybe one of these is the one! *crossing fingers*

When Is A Job Coming?

So this job hunt is beginning to get frustrating! It's only been been a month (and I say "only" because it's nothing compared to how long some other people I know have been unemployed) but it seems like it's been a year! I always joked about how nice it would be to be able to stay home and not have to do anything but really, it sucks! A LOT!! No job=no money, No money=not doing things I want to do and, of course, having to live at home! Ugh!! I'm trying to stay positive but it seems like a job will never come! :( I'm sure there's something to learn from this and that it will all be okay. At least that's what I tell myself when I start getting bummed out about it and it seems to be working. Another thing helping me stay positive is my family. I am eternally grateful for them! They are helping SO much to get me through this. Yeah, I complain about being home all the time and not being able to do everything I want but really, what would I do without them?!? Mom and I were talking about all the people losing their jobs who need to provide for their families. How are they doing it!?! I mean, I have bill to pay and a car payment to make but its nothing compared to having to provide for a family, make a car AND mortgage payment! I'm SO glad I'm not in that situation. I know that once I find a job everything will start falling into place again. I am looking forward to that day. :)

Easter Sunday

I had a fabulous Easter Sunday! I woke up early and went to church... in Fresno!!! I absolutely love the 3rd ward and don't want to leave it! I was very happy to see everyone there and very grateful for that opportunity. Surprisingly, the drive there wasn't bad at all either. It was a beautiful morning and Mr. Keith Urban kept me company. After church, I drove back to Porterville and spent time with my family. We had a great time and the kids loved hunting for eggs. Hope everyone had an amazing bunny day!